This weekend:


I have managed to see Boris in a club they will never play in again most likely, at a crowd size I will SURELY never see again. Their guitars rumbled so much the sound was palpable. It was amazing and was so glad I saw it. The question remains will I see them ever again, if it means ruining the "picture perfect" filter my mind has placed on the show?

Picked up two new blogs to follow. Chris Curley's are 180 gram and A Duck Pond, while Sarge's is Circle The First. Also is Justin's blog, as you will see of course. I suggest Chris's first as he has just disembarked for Barbados on an all-expenses paid review trip (fucker).

Attending Peter Gilli's composition performance made me realize that I come from a productive, supportive but faux-rivalry group of friends. Talking with Astrid, reading Chris's blog, listening to Pete's compositions all make me want to practice or do some things better. They're all very supportive of me, but I want to be better than them. It's nothing personal, and sometimes it sucks because I know I can't be as such a good writer as Chris, but I still like blogging, isn't that what it's about?

On the other hand, I know I can be as good a musician as Nick or Pete. Looking at old etudes on my upright that I haven't looked at since I learned them for my lesson, it's almost faux-sightreading. And I'm playing them fairly well for only playing my upright for a combined time of 10 hours, and not touching it for almost a week. I guess it's just how much I apply my self.

Which is why I am now going to practice and return to this blog later.


And later is now.

That draft was saved at 4:39 PM, it's not 5:23. Having spent 40 minutes practicing, I'm still not getting use to hard pieces of music. I was a big fish in a small pond, and no one really challanged me in high school with music. But having to actually read music again? Fuck, it's hard. There are so many, and rhythms and my fingers can't take it.

On the other side of blogging, being a metablog such as BoingBoing or Digg,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ArlE9oP1l0&feature=related

If you're anything like me, you'll find it funny, but wait for the last one, and it's the payoff.